To test or not to test. That is the question!

You know something weird? I don't want to test!!! I like pretending that I could actually be pregnant. I like Mom fussing over me carrying boxes downstairs because I might trip. I like eating health and taking extra good care of myself because it could affect the baby if there is one there. I don't want to finality of this cycle not working in the form of a negative test or worse a digital that screams NOT PREGNANT. Those are so evil.